Change my 22

And I will lie in cold ash,
not be able to remember,
and I will separate my life with single commas,
sometimes let your question mark join,
and I will kill my friends' mood
with my deep dark instinctivity,
we are always curious about death,
always the time, always the death,
always someone to live for,
or always someone to die for,
hold still darling,
I want to eat your face,
touch your chest,
and I will never drink wine with someone,
whom eyes miss the fire,
and I will never reject the wind,
if she wants to blow herself into my body